Oodles of Questions Before I can Eat Yummy Pancakes.
September 17, 2009 subjor
My post got deleted…. I’m kind of pissed now. I typed a bunch of really good answers, and now they all got deleted… so we’ll try and make this as good… Stupid WordPress.
The reason I got into a M/S relationship was because it felt natural to me. I’ve always been interested in bondage and crossdressing. I’m also a somewhat submissive person… so I dunno, one thing lead to another. There was no single choice to get into a bdsm type lifestyle, it just kind of happened and I’ve never looked back. I love it, so I guess I made the right choice. I feel like being in a M/S relationship has made us closer and more intimate then we would have been in just a vanilla type relationship. I love my Mistress and I’d do anything for her. I just feel closer to her when I’m serving her. I’d trust her with my life.
I think the hardest part of being a slave is always having to follow orders. Some days it’s just like “RAWR I don’t want to do anything.” or “RAWR just leave me alone and let me do my own things.” but all in all it’s worth it. I love being a sub and I love the feeling of being dominated. I wouldn’t trade it for anything. I could probably see myself staying in this lifestyle for the rest of my life. It may not always stay 24/7 but it would never completely fade away. This is an important part of my life. I’m so much more happier when I’m subbing.
I think my favorite rule would have to be having to always wear girl undies. I also enjoy having to sit to pee. I love wearing panties, and having it be a rule doesn’t give me a choice or the option to get scared and not where them. Plus, everything is better when you don’t have a choice. =) My least favorite rule would have to be only being allowed to pee when I’m told. Sometimes it’s amazing, but often it’s extremely annoying. It’s probably the only rule the I knowingly break from time to time. If I break any other rules it’s because I forget.
I don’t really think I have any limits as a sub. Pretty much anything is fine by me. I guess that is probably opening myself up to some bad things. But so far nothing bad has come of it. Plus I love the thrill of not knowing what is going to happen. So, no limits it is.
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