Wants and Needs
September 30, 2009 subjor
Things I Need:
- To stop being a whiny bitch ~ I need to stop being a whiny bitch, it’s making me a horrible sub at times. I wish I could just shut up sometimes. But at times I get really moody and don’t want to be a sub right then. Then I end up acting like a brat and it never ends good. I need to learn to get over this and think more about my role as a slave and less about my mood at any given time.
- To make my Mistress always be happy
- To be loved ~ I’m very needy, I need to feel valued and loved. I want to make my Mistress proud and happy and I want her to love me. Hopefully I’m being a good slave.
- To be owned
- A Job ~ I don’t really want a job, but I need to get one. The extra income would help a lot. I’m looking right now though.
Things I Want:
- To have a higher pain tolerance ~ I really wish I could take more pain, I want to play rough and hard like I see everyone else doing, but I always tend to whimp out after too much pain. I want to make my Mistress proud at our first play party by showing off what an amazing sub I am. Hopefully by the time we go to one, I’ll be able to take getting a few marks without getting all whiny.
- Boots, Platform Heels, PVC clothes, Gloves, and other fun things to wear!
- To go to my first play party!!! ~ I’m so excited to play with new people and have fun. I’m jealous of all the other subs who get played with by everyone. I wish it was me.
- New Toys: Violet Wand, Shackles, Rope, bondage things, Cane
- Friends to play with and hang out with.
- To get better grades in my classes ~ I don’t like getting C’s and B’s. I miss getting A’s like I did in High School. But at least I’m getting by, so it’s all good.
- Video Games: Demon Souls, Scribblenauts, ect
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